I just need help with God and how close i am with Him and my insecurity of my connection i have. i am 15 years old and in desperate need of reassurance in my faith and i really hope i am trying my absolute hardest but sometimes it just feels like He is not there for me, nor am i there for Him. i need God and i need the loose knot in our relationship to be tied again. please pray for me. i love God and i love everyone. thank you.