This is hard to share but I have been struggling with pornography and masturbation addiction lately. I was trusting in God to help me, and he did for months. But, to be truthful, my prayer life has been very off lately. I’ve been struggling and I’ve also been trusting in him a lot less. I’ve been putting things into my own hands, and this is the result of it. I need help deeply and brothers and sisters to support me and maybe even admonish me or cut me as a faithful friend. But I haven’t found anyone near where I am. I really don’t know what else to do but pray. The Lord has also been telling me to fast and pray lately through people, but my mom and dad were telling me not to, so I didn’t. Please pray for that as well. I feel hopeless and fatigue right now. And things just seem to get worse everyday. Thanks you for praying.