Hey. I’ve recently been struggling with something very crucial in my life. I realized that before I didn’t want to admit it, but I don’t believe I am a true Christian. I’ve recently gotten back into a lifestyle of sin, but deep inside I’ve been noticing the void inside that God is not yet in. I’ve been chasing the things of the world. I’m still buying things I don’t need, I won’t stop practicing sexual immorality, I sometimes feel covetous and self seeking...... I’ve let sin grow in my life and now I’m just a hypocrite. I need God so much but I don’t know where to start. I’ve been having some health problems that are a hindrance to my reading and remember anything, so I am trying to hear the Bible or read it over and over again to remember. I need God, but now I always end up basically trying to rebel against him. Please pray for me.
P.S. I’m also looking for a Church still as well with sound teaching that, when I walk in, won’t tell me that I will always be a sinner anyway. Thank you for your prayers and everything you’re doing with warriors for Christ.