I have so much on my chest I want to get off. First, I'm not a very good Christian. I want to be so I can serve the Lord. Second, I'm lonely. I miss my ex girlfriend. It's almost been 2 years since we separated. Please pray that God gives us a second chance and to use us for his Kingdom. I pray that her and I can be together biblically serving God forever. But I don't want this getting in the way of my relationship with God. I pray that I love God far more than anything and anyone in creation. I don't want to idolize anyone or anything. I pray that Jesus has mercy and allows her to be my wife, so that I can serve him with her. And this time, to not sin with my ex against the Lord.