I'm at a point in life of I seriously messed up and stuff. I've been living in sin. Screwed up my sexuality, left Jesus for Satan. Hell, I don't even know if God exists. Mainly bc people compare Jesus to other gods. I just want to know if God is there and willing to forgive me, take me back and prove those people wrong. I've been wanting to be a godly man for sometime. Since I was with my ex. Now, everything is dead and I don't know what to do. Jesus, if you exist, please help me. I'm seduced by darkness.