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Before this I was addicted to heroin and cocaine and I stopped. A while later I got very sick and In terrible pain and stayed in the hospital for a few months and didnt knew the Lord and i was dying ,my mom kept praying and for some reason I’m still alive. For more than a year they gave me very high doses of morphine and chemotherapy

So now im still addicted to morphine , when I wanted to quit we find out my heart is damaged because of chemotherapy,so when i went to rehab my heart stopped. The cardiologist forbid me to go to rehab because i need a pacemaker I know that with God everything is possible and i’m going to stop anyway because I feel such conviction/ condemnation and how can i look someone in the eyes and tell them to obey the teachings of Jesus while i live with this sin. So i feel worthless

End this month my husband and me we are going to my mom so i can stop with my medication, i need prayer so the Lord will keep me alive if that’s His will

But i’m sick of this and want out and stop sinning

So addiction runs in my family and I’m so very ashamed

Received: March 13, 2020

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